It’s been a while since I’ve even attempted to write out my thoughts. My mind has been so preoccupied with bereavement and obligations to my partner, however throughout that spell, I put self-care on the back burner…that is until my body began expressing its upset with me.
For so long I’ve stated how I wanted to get healthier by eating healthier, leaving the sugar, and letting go of vices which is partly why I began this blog…to heal my unhealthy thought patterns so that I no longer need said vices. However, with the worrying and stress, I kept saying tomorrow, next week, next new moon, etc.
Whenever I’d feel focused BOOM something will happen. As I’m writing this it makes me wonder if it’s taken me so long to get back into aligning with a higher way is because last time I suffered my huge loss. However, I can no longer be afraid to move forward. I must make a change within myself before it’s too late; I want to change. I want to be the equivalent to something of a higher vibration. It’s time to live.
Achieving Metanoia 