Perhaps I am to accept the experiences from my past as catalysts separating me from the norm, in hopes of sparking my ability to form a new way of thinking. The so-called disappointments I experienced were not for me to settle into that reality but to fine-tune my thoughts, adjust the focus and energy. Be in gratitude; it’s on its way.
Preparation is key. What am I doing to be the equivalent of what I am requesting? If these desired things were to appear right now, would I shy away? Would I not trust that it’s for me because “it’s too good to be true” and self-sabotage the opportunity? Would I even recognize it’s for me if it were right in front of me?
Achieving Metanoia 